Journey

I need to throw my bad habit. Comparing my life with others is not something that I need to do. Comparing with others and then got depressed is not right thing to do. I need to stop doing this bad habit. Everyone has their own unique journey. And for me this is the journey that I choose. Instead of comparing with other, I need to make my own improvement of my journey. Happiness needs to be created. From now on, I should assertive to my own decision, Stop comparing my life with other. Stop wasting your time. 

“Stop comparing where you’re at with where everyone else is. It doesn’t move you farther ahead, improve your situation, or help you find peace. It just feeds your shame, fuels your feelings of inadequacy, and ultimately, it keeps you stuck. The reality is that there is no one correct path in life. Everyone has their own unique journey. A path that’s right for someone else won’t necessarily be a path that’s right for you. And that’s okay. Your journey isn’t right or wrong, or good or bad. It’s just different. Your life isn’t meant to look like anyone else’s because you aren’t like anyone else. You’re a person all your own with a unique set of goals, obstacles, dreams, and needs. So stop comparing, and start living. You may not have ended up where you intended to go. But trust, for once, that you have ended up where you needed to be. Trust that you are in the right place at the right time. Trust that your life is enough. Trust that you are enough.” -Daniell Koepke

Dont stop searching.

There is no comfort in giving up.

There are large parts of you that doesnt exist yet.

The greatest you you could be, is still waiting to be found.

Get up and look.

it is sad.
i don't know how to describe my feelings.


it is sad.
it is heartbreaking

i know that everything not gonna be same anymore

it is sad.
it is sad
it is sad

i wish this will never happen.
i wish we all could have happy life

it is sad

Originality

When I look at myself, I don't know who or what I want to be. I can't really justify the meaning of originality or the phrase 'be you' anymore. I don't know who I am. I don't know what do I stand for. Heck, I don't even know if I am doing something right. I just don't fucking know. Sigh.

Selfish

I cant stand self-fish people. whoever think about themselves only without taking any consideration to other people.
I mean you not live this world by yourself. why you so self-fish.?

Something that you know

whenever people hurt you, you wish you could take revenge at them.
you wish that they hurt even more, more than what they did to you
you wish that karma comes fast and slap them at their face

but

at the end , nothing actually make you happy
even when finally they hurt, Its not going make you happy. because you know hoping something bad  happen for people not gonna make you happy

at the end , you only want everyone happy.
you wish that people who hurt not gonna hurt you
you wish that they change for their own good.

Eyes

if yours eyes met
Break its
you dont want yours heart to be stolen

The Reminder of things you said you do

Try and remember what you said you'd do and why you said you'd do it. 

Forget what you think other people want the thing you said you'd do to be.

The thing you said you'd do should only be what you want the thing you said you'd do to be.

If the thing you said you'd do makes other people happy, that's great but don't say things or do things just to make them happy.

Find new ways to do the thing you said you'd do that don't change the meaning of what you said you'd do. 

Have the purest of intentions for what you said you'd do and do it bravely.

If the thing you said you'd do becomes successful, continue to act and think like it is unsuccessful, otherwise you'll spend your time worrying that it might become unsuccessful.

If you said you'd involve people in the thing you said you'd do, listen to them when they say what they think you should do.

If you said you'd do the thing you said you'd do alone, then go boldly into the wilderness and may your own soul be company enough, while you do the thing you said you'd do.

Do right by the thing you said you'd do. Tend to it and love it.

By trying to remember what you said you'd do and the reason why you said you'd do it

Save me.

 I have nothing but your generosity to put my hope in. 

Nothing. 

For I stand at Your door holding broken scrap

and yet you open. 

Save me from this storm. 

I am the most helpless of all your slaves. 

And I’m lost. 

Wandering in the middle of a forest trying to find my way. 

But all the trees look the same, 

and each path just leads back to the beginning. 

No one finds their way out of this forest,

except whom You save.

Save me. For truly, truly I cannot save myself.

I

The World be Easy

The world would be easier if the homeless were all just lazy and all they needed to do was just get a fucking job.

The world would be easier if evil were a real thing, instead of just confusion, misunderstanding, miscommunication and misplaced desire.

The world would be easier if you could just be happy for what you had, while you had it. If you could eat memories like flowers to keep your heart alive.

The world would be easier if comfort didn't rest on the backs of the broken, if your swimming pool was dug by soft hands that never worked a day in their life.

The world would be easier if we all just got rich and famous and we were all each other's #1 fan.

The world would be easier if it were an automatic.

The world would be easier.

But it isn't. 

The world is hard because it requires real human effort to make it turn.

The world is hard because you may wake up today but not tomorrow. And yet no one will accept "fear of death and a futile existence" as a reasonable excuse to miss work.

The world is hard because you will have to fight for the things you love or worse, fight the things you love.

The world is hard because the things you love will kill you.

The world is hard because it was made that way by thousands upon thousands of hard men and no one wants to admit we have no idea why we're doing the things we're doing anymore.

The world is hard because it's hard to forgive and even harder to forget.

The world is hard and you should just give up, right now. Just lay down and die. Nothing will ever be easier.

But, you don't.